F.R.I.E.N.D Z.O.N.E

Oh yeah! Well. I will use my mother tongue and for once I will give my thoughts about this.

What do you call to a friend who calls you in a sweet way but you are not in a romantic relationship? Bang! You are in FRIEND ZONE! If you are the one who is wishing to have a relationship you are the Friend Zonee and if you are the one who is making "paasa" or you are just being jerk, you are the Friend Zoner!

And yes I am currently in this situation or maybe my mind is just in another dimension.

And since this is my personal blog I will give you a big piece of cake. I WISH I WOULD KNOW HOW GUYS THINK! But don't worry I have my own share of mistakes and I am being so emotional too most of time - ahm yeah maybe hahaha. 

Anyways, being a Friend Zonee is much harder that the other. Ikaw kasi yung parang lumalabas na desperate na i-like nung other party then you are expecting na i-reciprocate yung efforts mo to make the person love you back. Ouch! It hurts dre! 

And yes! I read articles about this to make sure if I am doing the right thing. Right now I have guy(s) who want to get my attention but too bad I am too busy these days. But the funny thing though is that I am hmmm, kinda a Friend Zonee on this particular guy. (but now I am starting to realize I just love the 'IDEA", also saw his photo moments ago and I wonder, why do I like this guy????????) hahaha.

This past weeks, I was really struggling to find how come things happened that way. Let me call this guy Mr. Mystery. We both know our status and priorities in life and yet we still have special calling to each other. I think as a woman who came from horrible break up, having someone who helped you moved on is a nice thing and plus you used to have sweet moments in the past. However, some revelation need to know and that made us in a level whether If I should stop communicating with him or just totally ignore his existence. No, up to this moment we still have communication but in a clearer status well for me. 

CHOICE

"Attitude is a choice. A good attitude is a good choice."

Spent roughly 15 minutes in NH mart (after 12 hours shift from work, 21:30, Seoul) to buy something that can wipe my hunger. And I am proud of myself for choosing a healthy easy to eat snack.

Indeed, this is one of those daily choices I have to make on my way to success. On my previous post, I am a bit worried to have a sensible choice if I am physically tired but tonight I got to congratulate myself for winning today's battle. 

CHOICES. CHOICES. CHOICES.

We all make choices. The moment we wake up we need to make a choice whether to snooze our alarm or jump off from our bed immediately. Well, after the seed of awareness in having life plans, I could say I am a total mess when it comes in making right choices - but not until this year. I thank the Lord first for letting some ugly things to happen in my life because He turned it into a beautiful lessons which I will keep for the rest of my life. I also did observations in my own life and surprisingly, it was a very wise decision to see the whole picture of myself. There I found those old questions I keep looking for answers.  

CONSISTENCY

So, okay, it's been an awesome months for me.
First, I got extended here in South Korea for six months and this is what I am really praying to happen.
Second, I had a superb week in February where I experienced being "consistent".
Third, I may had ups and downs after that but I will use that as stepping stones on how to do things smart the next time around.

"We don't need information because we are already living in information age. What we need is WISDOM" - Anthony Robbins

I like that quote because it really describes me. I have full of information. I know by head HOW TO DO THINGS THE RIGHT WAY. I just CAN'T pull it off WISELY. As I said before I am AWARE of the MUSTs things but it always well most of the time turned as SHOULDs.
So after few weeks of my personal observation on myself, I realize the next step in achieving the goals you created is this beautiful word "CONSISTENCY". 

My March 2013 calendar

I have been in this mode since late 2010 :(

I started being "serious" (huh?!) in making plans way back in early 2011. However, I was not quite knowledgeable in handling disturbances and unexpected events. Well, yeah have to admit, I REFUSED TO LEARN and my motivation does not last as it is expected. Once I lose my interest, it will be followed by series of laziness until I forget the things I MUST TO DO. I noticed to myself that FOLLOW UPS a.k.a CONSISTENCY is the key factor on how to get things done. Those small actions I make each day will definitely make a difference. Perhaps the biggest challenge for me is when I am physically tired.