Woooah!
Its been more than a year since my last post!
Oh my! Oh my! If it wasnt because of Ms. Kimiko Rato, this blog of mine is already in forgetland!
I am typing continuously from my thoughts knowing that this is something worth of my time (at least today). A lot of things happened to me. A major change took over just roughly two months ago. I could say its life changing. At this moment I am really tired - physically but my mind is a little bit excited. This year I will turn 25 and I have lived a quarter of century. Looking back as a child, I had this thought that my life is just a plain one. I grew up in a family where basic needs should be met first. I could say we hardly get by but still my view in life is not yet big enough. I have this little regret that in my 25 years of existence I didnt use my time wisely (or is time is just too fast?) I have all the rights to blame myself, my parents and other responsible people to me to ask why my life is not as exciting as others. Why in those years I havent accomplish big things. Why others is already on their way on making their dreams come true. Why did I let those years pass without anything I could be proud of? Oh yeah! I had this green monster living inside me.
BUT THE PAST IS PAST
And that is something we couldnt CHANGE.
I like to start my life again in a more fresh way!
I want a new beginning.
I want to shout to my past 25 years that though things didnt turn the way I wanted to, I could say hello to my next 50 or maybe 60 years with a big smile and tell myself I AM READY.